I've long been curious to know if other people could see the same colours and smell the same scents in the same manner... Is there anything apart from pure biology that makes us similar enough to relate to one species? If so, could we be equally racked with the same pain - this cramping, nagging pain that would never soothe... Nor would it ever stop - you know it for sure - no matter how hard you try to manage or mask it... At first, on bright, sunny days you might feel relieved or even healed blissfully unaware of it hiding in the dark, murky corners of your mind. When it hits you again and again blocking out the whole world, you'll eventually come to understanding that it's going to sweep you away and it's only the matter of time but not your endurance... Then it'll strike you that, in fact, you've lost in the first place - no hope, no future... Nothing's awaiting you - only your pain, throbbing, numbing, agonizing... till the very end and beyond...
Being left crippled for life by a few nonchalant words, how easy it is to grasp what lies behind "the living will envy the dead..." Will be sinking into music
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still, it is not my idea of a perfect weekend