It hurts to think I might never visit Essex again...
And it doesn't help to admit that He is the same everywhere. Of course, you don't have to go overseas to speak to Him because He is everywhere and, more importantly, willing to accept you... Only, what happened in Essex was a real miracle... and it hurts to think I might not see a miracle again... No, it simply can't be it...
It hurts to think I can forget the Staircase ... be it not...
Too cold here...