Today was very special , like many-many years ago, when peace of mind and self-respect were the norm, when everything was straightforward and everybody sincere, when simple things brought sheer pleasure... It is like starting to live again, thought it took about a year wake up, to regain consciousness... I wonder what triggered this amazing feeling of recognition, which exactly of today's events breathe new life into my souls and body...

Actually, it all started yesterday, right after the first lightning strike and strengthened with the torrential rain and cool wind. Only, I didn't understand it then, putting it down to something in the air, like a fresh breeze Indeed, today's morning was nothing out of the ordinary: an early lesson on Skype, a bit of self-study, a bit of reading, chatting with Mum...then came that window...too old to repair actually, but no way... a dash for the shop to buy some missing parts for the grinding machine and some undercoat and the like. In the most inexplicable manner, I found myself in Decathlon paying for a travelling bag-backpack-trolley bag, the best ever for any trips, and a pair of extremely comfortable sandals... That was a stroke of luck, I know...then home again and doing the window... Sitting now in front of the laptop, after clearing everything away, exhausted but with the most wonderful sense of achievement... It has just occurred to me that once I was that happy, doing things I feel like doing, not fearing anybody and having a future ahead...

Jolly good, in a word

the only problem is the keyboard which is constantly acting up, boo, so off I go