Soooo awfully tired, simply knackered that can't sleep. The worst thing is the morning class is just in four hours. Agrh... I know it's all because of these two observations practically in a row. And, it did come down a bit too hard even on the students...

Can't sleep not in the least because of all those stupid ideas buzzing in my poor weary head.... and hate myself for being stupid, making mistakes, thinking incorrectly in the first place, lacking conference, being weak and feeble...

Hate myself for remembering.... and believing... is there any chance for me to get free...

Will have to be looking for a new job, methinks...